"A man who will not lie to a woman has very little consideration for her feelings." -Olin Miller One word pretty much sums up everything I have to say: Horror. Horror for so many things. Like the deadly math test which I reckon I will fail (whatever about 25/30 man), horrific chinese script etc etc. If I listed them all out, I bet you will still be reading this tomorrow morning. I have found another reason to hate myself: selfishness. I realised that when I'm in a bad mood, I expect everyone in the world to be nice to me. I become cranky, I am not good company and I spoil other people's moods. Then when others are in a bad mood too, I steer away from them. It's really difficult to change that. It has to do with the values I was brought up with: Not to be friends with people who can potentially harm you. And to me, people in a bad mood are potentially harmful indeed.

2/28/2006 08:17:00 pm;