If life was a journey, mine would be one filled with many road-blocks, u-turns, and dead-ends. They represent the downside of my life, the wrong choices in life I have made that caused me to waste fuel - time and effort. If life was a game, mine would be filled with losses and gambles. Will I be the ultimate winner? I can never know, until the day I die. That will be the day the game of life ends. +++ I am beginning to be able to ignore insults hurled at me. Which is a very good thing. I find that, comments I used to find irritating and hurting to my ego no longer affect me as much. To hell with these comments, what matters is that I find nothing wrong with this thing I'm doing/what I have. If you don't love yourself, no one will do it for you. I have set this very unrealistic goal: to get 25/30 for my math test! LOL. This is to prove to myself that I do have the natural ability to do math :p. I must uphold my name as a mathematician, in the words of Mrs Aerita Lim. I need a good cry, to get all these emotions in my heart out. Sigh. I'm in this really weird mood now. Shall go to sleep and think about happy things. Ciao. =D

2/26/2006 09:45:00 pm;