As DH so nicely put it, people like to indulge in fantasies every now and then. And I am one who does that, very very often. I do not mean sexual fantasies, if that's what you are thinking, but fantasies of my life which will probably never ever happen. Unless I meet with a stroke of luck, that is. I mean, who's never ever imagined themselves to be either rich/famous/beautiful/ingenious/*insert coveted quality* before? I'm sure everybody has, in some stage of their life or another. (Obviously, except for people like paris hilton, DUH) It's part and parcel of being human - to want something that's not yours. But irritatingly enough, the more you want it, the more difficult it is to get it. Less perseverant people start to give up, they end up with nothing; more perseverant people try harder, some succeed, many have to admit defeat. If you do not know me well enough, you must think that I have just undergone a major loss of something utterly important to me. Rather, it's quite the opposite. I think I have gained a lot over the past few months of this year, and I really appreciate that. See? Watching DH actually has me thinking! Wonderful! =D +++ I secretly admire Janice's determination. She must be the most self-motivated person I've ever known! I wish I could have half her determination, I'm not even near one-eighth of it =( I could do a lot with that amount of determination, to help me pull through the difficult times now. I sound like I have a sad life, don't I? I seriously think so! I don't even have time to watch my tapes/VCDs anymore! And I think I'm doing really badly this year, I find myself getting muddled up after every lesson, but I'm too bored to ask. I need a break soon!! *awaiting the march holidays* Like today, during Lang Arts lesson, I found myself not looking Mr Koh in the eye for even one second for the entire first period. That's really a feat, considering I like to maintain eye contact with the teacher just so to let them know I'm actually paying attention. Such tactics I resolve to using. =D Actually, I have sort of planned out what I'm going to do during the march holidays already (fast ain't I?), but I have this strong feeling it won't turn out as such. >_< +++ Things that cheered me up today: -Role-playing with stuffed toys with rah and daryl. I finally got someone to role-play properly with me! Haha, sandra won't, whenever I ask her to. Shiroi and Kuroi love! -The thought of meeting up with soon on sunday, due to ada lye's birthday. Gosh, I never knew she shared her birthday with her mom! How cool, ain't it! -Listening to everyone doing the Physics song. I think our class is seriously musically-inclined, everyone just loves singing their hearts out, lungs empty! +++ My weekly horoscope is nice! According to it, I should turn to my friends when I'm down, especially Libra, Taurus, Aries and Leo. If you are one of them, stand-by for me ya? And I should expect to feel constantly hassled, harassed, loaded, and troubled. -_- Ah, well. +++ Miss my jokes? Here's one to end the day with: What is a hooker in Alaska called? A frostitute! Ok lah, not very funny, but I can't find anything that's really good. Have to go sleep now! Adios.

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