My head feels like a burden now, like someone stuck something in there and I have to drag myself along with it. Hopefully at the end of the class chalet I won't come down with fever like I did for all the chalets I went to last year. That would be horrible. Anyway, I forgot to tell everyone that we got another hamster couple days ago. It's a real, authentic, genuine female (I hope). With any luck, she will soon grow bigger then the two hamsters will have sex and give birth to many baby hamsters! I realised that the pets in my house all come in pairs. Not that I have many, actually just two different kinds. I think it's got to do with the balance in nature thing. Like, yin and yang and stuff. And my family is not eactly balanced. Way too much "yin". My father is the only male in the family, you see. I don't even know what I am doing anymore. Right now I am at the peak of my anti-socialism. Must be either the heat or my lack of sleep. At least I'm not as insomnic anymore. Oh I finally remember what I wanted to say. Something about the movie I watched yesterday with Jovena. Sky High. But that seems like ages ago already! How weird. But anyway the movie was good lah. One of the better ones I've seen this year, which is very few. The beginning was sort of like copy the Incredibles though. And my favourite character is Magenta, because she has attitude and when she shapeshifts, she becomes a cute little guinea pig complete with the squeaky voice. And I realise, when i go out with jovena, we don't really talk much. And in school I don't really talk much to her too. Yet she's still one of my better friends in class. How weird. But I think there are just some people in life whom you will always feel comfortable around, and others you will never ever feel any sense of affection towards. I can't bear to type anymore. I feel so weird in the chest now. Something must be wrong. I think I'll just sleep in and hopefully find out what's wrong with me.

11/15/2005 01:51:00 pm;