I love rearranging MSN contacts. Every now and then, I will move people from one group to another, depending on the level of contact I have with them. Mainly "Primary School" means the people I hardly talk to, unless there's some class outing coming up and we start to strike a conversation so that "it won't be so embarrassing when we have nothing to say when we see one another". But I always feel funny when I delete someone from my contacts list. Although I will most probably not talk to them at all for the rest of my life, I still feel kind of guilty doing so. I would not like the feeling of being "erased" from someone's list of contacts too. It's almost like you are being removed from the person's memory. I mean, often, the method of communication most people use is instant messaging. And I reckon if I delete someone off, I will probably never even speak to the person anymore. Makes me wonder if I will cry if that person dies. I mean, we would have barely talked more than a couple of sentences. Seriously, I don't even know whether I will cry if a close friend passes away. Definitely I will feel empty, but I'm not sure if I will cry. Oh, but I usually cry if someone (like my mother) throws away something I really like (like my poor old stuffed toy), so I guess I will most probably cry. But what if it's your enemy? Will you still cry? I think if I go to that person's funeral, I most probably will. Not because I miss the person, but because everyone else is crying. Monai Naki, or whatever the Japanese call it. Anyway, after they mentioned on my tagboard about the bougainvillea and whatever other flowers, I realised I can't tell those flowers apart! (can die) So, I decided to check it up, and I also found out what they represent. Ah, and the website has a nice name. The Language of Flowers. And most flowers represent love of some sort. So irritating. I was trying to find some flower that represents hatred or something, but apparently there isn't. Flowers are supposed to be beautiful and nice and everything good after all. But it will be nice to send in a very subtle message to your enemy by sending that particular flower to him/her. And s/he might even think you like him/her! Very nice indeed. I keep mentioning an enemy of sorts, but seriously I don't have one. Don't hate anybody to the extent of that person being an enemy. Hey, I am a friendly and nice person =D Seriously, I doubt the idea of having a class chalet will ever materialize. I have hardly a thing to do this holidays, and I will be terribly bored if there aren't any chalets to go to. Last year there were three, this year zero. How depressing. And many celebrity blogs like to badmouth Lindsay Lohan. How mean. I still think her boobs are real anyway. I think the only jokes that make me laugh any more are sick jokes (slaps myself). But I've seriously grown out of dumb blonde jokes and other lame ones like knock-knock jokes, which were never funny anyway. Here's another sick joke to entertain everyone: A husband said to his wife, "I will take a photo of your breasts and frame it ." The wife said to her husband, "I will take a photo of your penis and enlarge it." Three cheers to the wife! Hahaha.

11/06/2005 05:17:00 pm;