Wah, I was reading Tian Yuan's
MSN Blog space, and wah, so nice man. The animation at the very top is like sooo touching. I read it today during the electives period, so so nice. Go and read it too. You will fall in love with it =D
Something's wrong with me nowadays, I dunno why, but I feel like I am entering the early stages of menopause for the fast aging youths. I am grumpy half the time although I might appear happy. But there aren't a lot of things which can make me laugh like I used to.
Used to, as in really laugh until my tears all come rolling down madly, and I feel this sense of achievement hours after laughing. The last time that happened was way back last year.
Actually I do think I regret coming to VIP sometimes, because I sacrificed so many things. I sacrificed strong friendships from both my class, CCA and elsewhere, and many other things.
Thinking about what I could have achieved makes me feel sometimes I made the wrong choice.
You see, nothing in IP has really made me feel GLAD to be here. Nothing with that "wow-factor". Hopefully, not YET, and it will come soon.
Enough about sad things!
I am working on this story (in my mind, not yet written down). It is very much influenced by a book I am currently reading, very interesting.
I realise I like futuristic stuff, because I like to imagine things.
Today, I was thinking about Elmie (Claire). Don't know why, but there was a sudden rush of thoughts when I was alone, and I was thinking about all those "what-ifs". Then somehow sometime I started thinking about her.
I have always thought her to be a hopeless romantic, although I am not that sure now. But I think nowadays I am getting more and more hopelessly romantic, and I am just fantasizing all those wonderful things that can happen.
Arh well, and then here I come and see her tagging on my board! Lovely surprise. Been long since we've last talked.
Oh, I know this has been a boring post, but I need it to sort my thoughts up. I need to learn to be more easygoing and learn to understand others. I need to stop looking at things on the surface. And with that I promise to be nice to everyone!!!
OK, longer post next time ya, ciao.
