I always thought sexuality education would be about you knowing about all the different STDs and knowing how to stick to one partner etc you get the idea, but today's forum was different in a sort of way. It was more about the emotions involved, rather than the, ahem, action. So I guess it was more interesting in a way. We learnt about missing pieces, the BIG O, and about other issues. The missing piece story was nice in a sort of way. It's like those kind of big picture books where there were only pictures and your teacher would tell you stories in their own words. I kind of like that, but last time we mostly read books with words on them. My teacher always picked me to read (= The story is about a circlish pacman thingy in search for a missing piece, because it had a whole chunk of it off. And it obviously met with obstacles along the way until it finally found the PERFECT piece, but in the end he gave it up. At first I wasn't thinking about it in the sort of relationship way, rather in a way of body image. Like, you find yourself less than perfect and you are trying to find the missing piece to make yourself perfect. And then you realise this is not you and you decide to shed this whole new image. But I guess it can be interpreted in several ways, depending on yourself. I think overall the forum was rather fun. The teachers were quite cool about sharing their own experiences, and we learnt stuff like sending and receiving signals and blah. I think it's perfectly true that girls don't know how to receive them signals. It's mostly cos they are unsure and they prefer to stay silent until the guy finally takes initiative. I am one who thinks guys should always take the initiative, although I'm usually a very independent person. Haha, but I'm no love guru, and I have no experience myself. Anyway, the drama thingy was nice though. They acted well. Too bad Qian Yu wasn't there hor, if not can see her wow us. I thought the mother was great, too bad she didn't cry. If she did everyone would have been touched to bits. But the story was rather unrelative to me, so I couldn't totally get engaged. My mother wouldn't be so unreasonable lah, she will scold scold say a bit, but in the end I will still get to go. So ya... I hope tomorrow would be as fun or even better I guess. On with Double C private limited! =P signing off..

6/28/2005 10:11:00 pm;