Note: this is a weird post If I were granted a wish, there's so many things I want. Of course, I will ask to get good results, but my future dream is still to be tai-tai, so this is really unnecessary. I could be really greedy and ask for more wishes, but I'm really not that greedy. Just a really big glutton. Many girls would then ask for a perfect figure and to be taller. But is it really important? Sure, people nowadays only like pretty girls, but we should really be independent. Although this is contradicting my first wish. Then maybe I will wish for more money. There are so many things I want to buy, need to buy, and have to buy. Just not enough money, such that I don't even know which one I should buy first. I am not one to like, SAVE up. But most importantly, I would wish that I don't cry so easily. If I don't, everything will eventually be resolved. If I weren't too emotional, I would concentrate more on studies and everything else, rather than brooding over things which no matter how much you ponder, will never change. Facts can never change. But you can challenge me. But I am stubborn, and facts never change for me. They are not called facts for no reason. Just ignore me. There's something wrong with me I can't put into words. Maybe somehow something happened to me, affecting me without my knowing? I am not very good at phrasing my thoughts. They always come out distorted, and my tone of voice is always inappropriate. People misunderstand me. Perhaps I am PMSing now. Why is it that white MUST be pure? And black is always EVIL? Can't they say that white is cunning? Beneath its plainess, there might be something hidden inside. Something no one knows about. And can't black represent perfection instead? It's clarity in colour and ability to hide everything so well makes it so perfect. People are so stereotypical. I am myself, but I do not like people to stereotype me. Nor do I like people to judge me. Which is why I choose to remain silent. I chose to remain silent. I still do. Do not correct me, because to me, I am always right.

4/09/2005 07:13:00 pm;