I broke a glass. Is this a bad omen? I don't know, but luckily, its not Chinese New Year yet and its not a mirror. Both brings bad luck, and definitely bad luck now can only worsen my fate. There are so many things adding to my bad mood now. I think this week I have been highly anti-social. I can't bring myself to enjoy some of the things which my classmates are doing in class. Should this be considered as disinterested or just plain antisocial aka introvert? I dunno... But at least I have gotten closer to some of them..but I am still feeling redundant, in a sense. I dunno how to explain lah..just this very empty feeling that has been there for so long. PMS? Unknown mystery.. The next thing is that there's SOOOO much homework coming along now. I can't stand it. I mean homework alone is enough, but when everything is like damn clever lah how would you feel? Of course you feel damn stressed. Which is exactly what I feel. Both people sitting next to me are like terrible geniuses or something, and especially during Maths today, I felt like an alien or something and everyone was talking in the language of graphs or something. I reckon this weekend spent at home self-studying and doing the damned Chinese project. OK, enough negative comments for the day. The only good thing is that, I wrote 4 poems in one breath. Today, when I returned home, I was in this sudden bad mood and after I had a good cry over nothing, I wrote those poems. There's this sense of achievement lah. Another negative thing: I am beginning to lose relationships between people! First my cousin, now my neighbour. We used to talk so well, and my cousin and I were like childhood playmates or something, but now when we see each other we hardly wave or say hi, let alone TALK. Like this morning when I saw him, I hesitated to say hi and didn't have the chance to do so in the end. Going to do the stupid Notice Board Challenge now. Bye``

2/03/2005 09:50:00 pm;