Haha, my mom is so hilarious. She bought this new safe, then she doesn't even know how to open the lock laa. And now my dad is out of town, so she has to wait until he comes back before she can open it. Who ask her don't want to tell us her lock combination....(= Anyway, why does the blogger font look different? Anyway, it looks nicer now. I don't really like the blogger template, but I don't know how to use diaryland, so I can't change, and the VJC blog is so terrible lah, so I have to stick this. Sigh... Valerie wants all the 2H-ians to meet up for the movie, "hitch"! I don't mind watching "Howl's moving castle", "white noise", or "hide-and-sick" too. Hmm...yay, finally another movie outing! Yu Qian should plan this lah, she's like a pro at planning outings or what. I can't wait! My mom is gonna sell my two violins. So sad. But of course since I don't use them anymore we might as well sell it. but I have had one of them since 7 years ago, and one for 5 years, and inevitably there are feelings to them lah. I've been through three performances with them and two examinations. LOL... I still remember joining as an 8 year old, then I met some new friends there, like Jia Bin, Yuu Ying, etc...So fun. Then I was one of the better players (= but I always never practise, so eventually, mom asked me to quit. So there. So sadness lah, now I have almost forgotten how to play. But since I want to join guitar now, I might as well forget violins and concentrate on a new instrument instead. But honestly, I am a music idiot. This weekend has been fun ((= not much homework, which means a lot of slacking, and time for squeezing out those creative juices. Later, I am going out for a small bout of shopping, but I doubt I will buy anything much. Its just one of my stress releasing therapies. Oh ya, I meant to write about that, but keep forgetting, so here goes: Stress-relieving must-dos!! 1) Shopping: Walking is a form of exercise so if you constanly walk up and down you are exercising and you release adrenaline or something like that and you will feel less stressed. Right? And you get to buy things you like, and you will feel happy!!! Woohoo~ 2) Reading magazines (=: Reading is a form of relaxation and of course helps to release stress lah. And when you see all the nice nice clothes and accessories inside you feel like buying them then you start imagining things and you feel happy. Also, you feel happy when you see your idols inside, for me I feel happy when I see some shuai stars inside or ashlee simpson or angela chang. haha... 3) Tearing paper: Imagine them to be people or something and start tearing away! Helps a lot sia...works for me everytime :p (do i sound sadistic?) 4) Sleeping lah: What more do I have to say? OK, hope that was useful. I guess if you are a guy, only 3 and 4 will work for you. Girls are just more lucky than guys lah :p I like Ashlee Simpson's other song now, called Undiscovered. The tune is rather peaceful, and the lyrics are quite meaningful. Let me share them here: *undiscovered* Take it back, take it all back now The things I gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips, I miss that now I can't try any harder than I do All the reasons I gave, excuses I made for you I'm broken in two All the things left undiscovered Leave me empty and left to wonder I need you All the things left undiscovered Leave me waiting and left to wonder I need you Yeah I need you Don't walk away Touch me now how I wanna feel Something so real, please remind me My love, and take me back Cuz I'm so in love with what we were I'm not breathing I'm suffocating without you Do u feel it too? All the things left undiscovered Leave me waiting and left to wonder I need you All the things left undiscovered Leave me empty and left to wonder I need you Yeah I need you When I'm in the dark and all alone Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door, Its then I know my heart is whole There's a million reasons why I cry Hold my covers tight and close my eyes Cuz I don't wanna be alone All the things left undiscovered Leave me waiting and left to wonder I need you All the things left undiscovered Leave me empty and left to wonder I need you, I need you Cuz I can't fake and I can't hate But it's my heart Thats about to break You're all I need I'm on my knees Watch me bleed Would you listen please I give in I breathe out I want you, theres no doubt I freak out, I'm left out Without you, I'm without I'm crossed out I can't doubt I cry out I reach out Don't walk away Don't walk away Don't walk away Don't walk away Oh, I didn't realise she had two other new songs, Sorry and Endless Summer. Never mind, I shall wait for her next album to be released. Does anyone have Lindsay Lohan's album anyway? I need her songs...(= I just had an inspiration for the stupid game pool. I don't understand why people like it so much. One stupid white ball gets you so excited over nothing at all, and you are just hitting everything into holes lah. Useless game. At least bowling gets you to walk around and whatever lah. I just hate pool. Nothing much to blog for now, bye.. (just a piece of crap) you throw me around like a bowling ball headed straight for the gutter with no direction or purpose but just a boost for your ego when you strike you've striked a spark and its time i flew off without you

2/27/2005 12:41:00 pm;