hmm..suddenly thinking about change..whether its good or bad etc..personally i think i have changed quite a lot over the two years, since i first stepped into the great class...ya, and i think most of the changes have been positive? like, in terms of language-wise, marks, confidence, personality? i think i have become more outspoken and daring..lol..but i guess the looks compartment will have to go under negative change? lol..think i have serious skin problems..rashes break out so easily. anw..back to the topic..and of course, over the two years, i have experienced change in my good buds and norm friends..i think that change can have disastrous results too..i think some people, as they gain popularity, they sort of change towards a negative way? well, basically, i just think they have lost their selfworth and needs a lot of time alone thinking whether they are being you noe, themselves? i think this is the most difficult part of change..losing yourself and sometimes wondering if you are the real you..you dun even noe if u are faking things or its totally real...well, what i am trying to bring across is that, change is inevitable but i guess while you evolve into another person you shuld try to stand by your personal views and stick with them..and dun lose your self worth? Lol..ok sorry for making you read through that..cos i tu1 fa1 qi2 xiang3 ma...lol..anw..today quite slack lah, as you noe, i have been suffering from insomnia..and have been feeling reallie sleepy nowadays...LOL...so wad's my point? nothing... ok, so basically today's post is not much worth reading lah, lest you have got lots of time? LOL... watashi was jiayi des ne...for fun~

11/12/2004 06:27:00 pm;