breaking my promise of not blogging. but..im in a good mood. dunno why. hahas. lately always in a good mood. hahas. think my hair is getting better. used to be extra dry. mebbe is cos i take good care of it nowadays? LOL. i hate my pimples. wish they would go away. LOL. this blog doesn't sound like it comes out of a person in a good mood? hmmx..suddenly wondering wad would happen if there was a Utopia..would computers exist? i mean, people would already be contented with their lives..no need for luxuries and everything ya? a magical world would be utopian enough for me..think its cool..dunno lah..kinda weird today. and..never study much..onli did a few assessments den gave up. i hate myself for not having the determination. im sure i will do well if i study..which is why i am deproving like mad now. hating it lor..but..im still happy. smiling is a sort of remedy for health problems? hahas..my flu' is gone le..weird. well..read val's blog. hmmx..about wanting to be someone u are not. well..i was de anonymous..but din want to put my name cos..its juz a thought for reflecting yea? hahas. dunno lah..told ya i was in a funny yet good mood. gee..how come this post so long le? hahas. people are weird. they manage to control their tempers so well, some of them. they dun even show their hatred..unlike me..im an easily influenced person. i get things off my mind juz like that..it just comes out and i can't help it. which is why i am involved in so many quarrels and everything. i am so guilty for everything but i dunno how to make up to them? ok shall not continue further..later good mood change to bad mood. LOL

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