July 26, 2004
hiya pple..well, todae was a relatively fun day, but several things happened. You noe, some pple might be wondering how come nowadays i becomel like, nicer or something, but its really because of what had been happening to me, to others, and what pple did to me dat reallie made me think thru properly lah..well, todae i did something wrong again. Why is it that when i talk about something, it either ends up making someone sad or being dismissed as being lame? I am really trying not to be lame, if you pple think that i'm just joking around..oh well. Todae in mac (sorrie for the 1000plus calories gained todae, shall lose em ASAP), we made claire angry bcos of me starting a convo about her being rou2 in Chinese lesson...reallie we laugh because it is different. None of the rest of us reads like that, mebbe its because we are jealous, mebbe its bcos we dunno wad to do..but no one reallie noes..its just like how pple used to think my compos were weird..cos i used to write lots about life stories, but my frens din reallie appreciate them..i stopped long ago le..quite sad, it was quite a hobby for me. Oh well. And X, I truly hope you are not what some of us think you are...dun pretend to be something u aren't, it makes pple think you are weird..anyway, back to things about today..well, HCl was one weird part too..JLS told us this story about a guy killing his family cos he was stressed about telling them he was sacked from school..reallie taught me alot about coping..like todae my sis told me her fren committed suicide cos she was over stressed in poly..quite saddening, how pple cannot cope..todae i reallie felt like crying doing the cross stitch, i was getting cross eyed myself, but i coped lah, some how..funny how pple changes, i din even feel stressed last time piaing PSLE the day before the exam..funny i got into dunman high with how last minute i was..oh well..lit was fine, presented the thing...think my stage fright come back le..a bit nervous, cos i din reallie noe wad to say, some more YY's hair keep touching me, so ticklish..assembly was laming around with SM and gor..about pple's legs and guys etc..recess was fine..away with my diet..so hard to keep to it..mebbe shuld jus exercise more..hais..PCCG was fun, onli the ws was quie bo liao..ahahaas...yu wei was brooding over some money issues with gor..hope it comes out OK..well, geog was double period, got back de test, onli got 13..its like, totally beyond my hopes...hais..i think i reallie deproved this year le..geog is my fave subject for those who dunno...i jus ENJOY reading encyclopedias for no reason...ask me where some weird country like Liechtenstein is and i noe..lols..i guess im kinda weird person..oh well, de rest of the lesson, YW was quite depressed, and i reallie dunno wad to do lah..like she usually so good to me, den now i oso dunno wad to say..scared console her she cry, dun say anything den like so bad..oh well...kelvin onli had to make things worse..think she was like tearing le..reallie hope she can do well..music was ok lah..think mdm ong shuldn't trust us so much..i was getting a little worried about mr hia..den i could see zhao ye was reallie angry..think next time i shuld like get everyone to go back early..dun wanna die..maths was ok after mr hia became not angry..indeed as ms yap told moses, he's quite fatherly..one of my fave chers in school le..reallie nice, angry a while den OK le..sad if he retires..hais..oh ya test got 22...one qs wrong one the method not clear enuff...oh well..went Mac after that..was actually quite happy de..den the conflict mentioned above happened, den went home alone..den to make things worse this act seh kia from st pat's had to stare and when i stared back he made an AP face lor..wad did i do to offend him? i din even do anything ok? oh well...nothing much to say le..im getting naggy...buaix..
7/26/2004 08:18:00 pm;